Sleepless in Dallas

Sleepless in Dallas . It's 1:37 am and I'm up wide awake with my 8 year old in bed next to me and a full days worth of work ahead of me. My friend and fellow serial dater single mom texted me at 11 pm. Saying "omg" and a picture of my ex boyfriend of 3 years and his new beau. "Wow, where did you find this ?!?! " someone she is chatting with on tinder's ex wife.  I bet she didn't expect when she Facebook stalked him and then his ex wife ( yes ladies you know you  look for the exes pages too to see how you measure up!) she expected to see her with my old flame. This is why I am up. Still. I've been checking out her page and am amazed  of all the pictures she has with him. All of our old spots we visited as a couple he has taken her too. All the fun activities we did with my daughter he is now doing with hers. Funny thing is I broke up with him and haven't given him much thought until now. Not quite sure how to feel. A little bambozzled  and humbled I guess. Also surprised that his antics have worked on another volnerable single mom and also a tad bit envious . While others seem to be moving on , I'm still here . The same spot . Single . Sometimes happily so and other times wishing so badly to find Mr. Right.